Internet Visions and Thoughts
In 1982 I started a computerized bulletin board service. Initially, I created it just as a means of keeping war dialing hackers out of my computer files.
In the early 1980's, most computer communications was done by dial-up modem connections and most networking was what was known as "store and forward", which means one computer would call another, transmit some messages which it would store, some of those would need to be forwarded, so it would call another computer and forward them, and so on. This was the basis for a number of message networks, UUCP, Fidonet, the early incarnation of Usenet, etc.
The Internet did not exist at that time although ArpaNet, it's predecessor connected defense related systems and some university computer systems together. At that time it was not available to the public and would not be for another decade.
So I put up this bulletin board system, it had an e-mail capability, a very simple message system, and an upload / download facility and that was pretty much all.
At that time home computers were quite primitive. The system I had was a Trs-80 model III. It had initially 48 kilobytes (not megabytes or gigabytes) of RAM, two 140k floppies, of which one was mostly eaten up by operating system, a 2 Mhz Z-80 (8-bit bus, 16-bit internal CPU), and a built-in black and white monitor that had 16 rows of 64 characters each and very primitive block graphics that had a resolution of 48 x 128 blocks, each of which was either on (white) or off (dark).
There was no sound hardware but there was a cassette tape interface for storing programs and data on diskless systems. This interface had the capability of putting out either zero volts or a small voltage depending upon the state of an addressable gate. It could also read either a one or zero signal level. Since my system had disks, I hooked this up to a small audio amplifier forming a very primitive audio system suitable for making beeps, clicks, and squaks for games, but not much else.
At this time I had dreams of sitting in front of my computer and seeing full color high resolution images like on a television set. At the time this seemed like an impossible dream, computers simply were not capable of this sort of graphical output. But in a few years, the Commodore Amiga came out and it was capable of this sort of imagery. Still primitive by todays standards but it realized the capabilities I had dreamed of.
Then later I had dreams of dialing in and getting a menu with the ability to connect to multiple computers. I did not understand that because at the time TCP/IP and networking were things I had never heard of.
Some friends of mine did develop a game based upon networked computers. They did this by stuffing super serial cards into Apple IIe computers, a 6502 based machine, and interconnected them writing custom assembly language drivers to allow the machines to communicate through these serial connections. This was one of the first multi-player games in the private sector (Compuserve had some multi-user games) and in my opinion one of the best that has ever existed in terms of multi-player text based games. Unfortunately, this system was not scalable and the Apple hardware had serious reliability problems that lead to the eventual abandonment of this system. This was the only example of real-time networking I had seen.
Years later; I had moved to a Sun based system with multiple computers interconnected with 10-base-T connections, and I had gone to using dedicated communications servers that the modems (it was by then multiple lines) connected to. These systems had a connect menu that allowed a caller to connect to different computers, just as I had seen in my dreams many years before.
Also back in that time frame I had dreams with high quality moving images and high quality audio on a computer, but at that time computers just didn't have the horsepower and networking didn't have adequate bandwidth, but overtime all of that came to pass. Now I can sit and watch movie trailers or concerts streaming live over the Internet.
Back then I had the benefit of these visions directing me but recently I have not had any so I do not really have a solid idea of where things are going. I can extrapolate and speculate like everyone else, but these are only guesses, I do not know where this field is going any longer and I feel very anxious because of this.
One thing I do want to mention though relating to the Internet. In my opinion, the Internet is a mechanistic replacement for inherent capabilities we possess but for some reason have forgotten how to use. It is inferior to the natural capabilities that it has replaced.
It is my view that spiritual development could restore those capabilities and give us the ability to communicate with each other completely transparently, far more efficiently than communications that can be electronically facilitated.
For some reason, when I was younger, I had abilities that I have largely lost. Prophetic dreams, lucid dreams, visions, happened commonly for me. Now they are very rare events. There were people with whom I had a psychic connection and I could see things they were visualizing in their mind. I have not experienced this in more than twenty years. I do not know why I have to a great degree lost these abilities but I do miss them and having had them I can see by extrapolation how useless the Internet would seem if anyone could tap into these abilities at will. I have never been able to do so at will, they have always happened seemingly randomly and spontaneously.
In the early 1980's, most computer communications was done by dial-up modem connections and most networking was what was known as "store and forward", which means one computer would call another, transmit some messages which it would store, some of those would need to be forwarded, so it would call another computer and forward them, and so on. This was the basis for a number of message networks, UUCP, Fidonet, the early incarnation of Usenet, etc.
The Internet did not exist at that time although ArpaNet, it's predecessor connected defense related systems and some university computer systems together. At that time it was not available to the public and would not be for another decade.
So I put up this bulletin board system, it had an e-mail capability, a very simple message system, and an upload / download facility and that was pretty much all.
At that time home computers were quite primitive. The system I had was a Trs-80 model III. It had initially 48 kilobytes (not megabytes or gigabytes) of RAM, two 140k floppies, of which one was mostly eaten up by operating system, a 2 Mhz Z-80 (8-bit bus, 16-bit internal CPU), and a built-in black and white monitor that had 16 rows of 64 characters each and very primitive block graphics that had a resolution of 48 x 128 blocks, each of which was either on (white) or off (dark).
There was no sound hardware but there was a cassette tape interface for storing programs and data on diskless systems. This interface had the capability of putting out either zero volts or a small voltage depending upon the state of an addressable gate. It could also read either a one or zero signal level. Since my system had disks, I hooked this up to a small audio amplifier forming a very primitive audio system suitable for making beeps, clicks, and squaks for games, but not much else.
At this time I had dreams of sitting in front of my computer and seeing full color high resolution images like on a television set. At the time this seemed like an impossible dream, computers simply were not capable of this sort of graphical output. But in a few years, the Commodore Amiga came out and it was capable of this sort of imagery. Still primitive by todays standards but it realized the capabilities I had dreamed of.
Then later I had dreams of dialing in and getting a menu with the ability to connect to multiple computers. I did not understand that because at the time TCP/IP and networking were things I had never heard of.
Some friends of mine did develop a game based upon networked computers. They did this by stuffing super serial cards into Apple IIe computers, a 6502 based machine, and interconnected them writing custom assembly language drivers to allow the machines to communicate through these serial connections. This was one of the first multi-player games in the private sector (Compuserve had some multi-user games) and in my opinion one of the best that has ever existed in terms of multi-player text based games. Unfortunately, this system was not scalable and the Apple hardware had serious reliability problems that lead to the eventual abandonment of this system. This was the only example of real-time networking I had seen.
Years later; I had moved to a Sun based system with multiple computers interconnected with 10-base-T connections, and I had gone to using dedicated communications servers that the modems (it was by then multiple lines) connected to. These systems had a connect menu that allowed a caller to connect to different computers, just as I had seen in my dreams many years before.
Also back in that time frame I had dreams with high quality moving images and high quality audio on a computer, but at that time computers just didn't have the horsepower and networking didn't have adequate bandwidth, but overtime all of that came to pass. Now I can sit and watch movie trailers or concerts streaming live over the Internet.
Back then I had the benefit of these visions directing me but recently I have not had any so I do not really have a solid idea of where things are going. I can extrapolate and speculate like everyone else, but these are only guesses, I do not know where this field is going any longer and I feel very anxious because of this.
One thing I do want to mention though relating to the Internet. In my opinion, the Internet is a mechanistic replacement for inherent capabilities we possess but for some reason have forgotten how to use. It is inferior to the natural capabilities that it has replaced.
It is my view that spiritual development could restore those capabilities and give us the ability to communicate with each other completely transparently, far more efficiently than communications that can be electronically facilitated.
For some reason, when I was younger, I had abilities that I have largely lost. Prophetic dreams, lucid dreams, visions, happened commonly for me. Now they are very rare events. There were people with whom I had a psychic connection and I could see things they were visualizing in their mind. I have not experienced this in more than twenty years. I do not know why I have to a great degree lost these abilities but I do miss them and having had them I can see by extrapolation how useless the Internet would seem if anyone could tap into these abilities at will. I have never been able to do so at will, they have always happened seemingly randomly and spontaneously.






