{"id":3386,"date":"2015-11-01T06:21:42","date_gmt":"2015-11-01T06:21:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/?p=3386"},"modified":"2015-11-01T06:21:42","modified_gmt":"2015-11-01T06:21:42","slug":"this-lifetime","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/2015\/11\/01\/this-lifetime\/","title":{"rendered":"This Lifetime"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I&#8217;m four days from 57.\u00a0 This is a lousy time of year to have a birthday.\u00a0 Instead of just one reminder of growing old and dying, I&#8217;ve got that and Halloween.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 It has me thinking of things I&#8217;d like to accomplish or experience before I die.\u00a0 The number one thing is to know God and have complete absolute faith, no fear.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 After that is healing of my family, to have correct relationships with my daughter and youngest son.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 And then that God grant me the ability to provide for my wife and not leave her alone.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I&#8217;d like to see a world without war, poverty, hatred, and with freedom and human rights and sustainability and not to have to forfeit the freedom for sustainability as the Agenda 21 folks would dictate.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Right now I&#8217;ve got a boil about half inch in diameter that doesn&#8217;t want to go away.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve gotten these before but in the past they&#8217;ve always gone by themselves in a week or two.\u00a0 But I had to get antibiotics for these and they gave me doxycycline hyclate and I am experiencing some of the expected side effects which are not a lot of fun.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 My wife is working tonight, my 2nd youngest son, Raymond, is staying overnight with a friend, so I&#8217;m here alone save for the dog.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #332222;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 And I&#8217;m really feeling down.\u00a0 Nothing on the radio but ghost stories and other reminders of death.\u00a0 And the darkness and rain and we&#8217;re losing an hour this weekend so it will be getting dark even earlier now.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I&#8217;m four days from 57.\u00a0 This is a lousy time of year to have a birthday.\u00a0 Instead of just one reminder of growing old and dying, I&#8217;ve got that and Halloween. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 It has me thinking of things I&#8217;d &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/2015\/11\/01\/this-lifetime\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3386","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","wpautop"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3386","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3386"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3386\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3386"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3386"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}