{"id":4012,"date":"2016-03-02T14:43:44","date_gmt":"2016-03-02T14:43:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/?p=4012"},"modified":"2016-03-02T14:45:29","modified_gmt":"2016-03-02T14:45:29","slug":"prison-nightmare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/2016\/03\/02\/prison-nightmare\/","title":{"rendered":"Prison Nightmare"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 It’s been nearly 4 years since I was released, still I have prison nightmares and I expect these will be with me the rest of my life.\u00a0 If I could leave this country to some place out of the reach of the US government, and reality is no such place exists, and never come back I would.\u00a0 I don’t expect there is any other way these nightmares will ever end.\u00a0 I ask God to give me peace but so far in this particular realm it has not happened.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 In the nightmare I had been back in for eight months, and I had not committed any crime.\u00a0 And I have this fear because I know my political views aren’t popular with the powers that be and once you have a record any made up bullshit becomes more believable.\u00a0 But you can be sure, if I go back it will not be for any crime I’ve committed.\u00a0 I applied myself to the fullest in treatment because I really wanted to be free of the sexual demon and I feel I’ve largely succeeded at that, but the fear demon, he’s still got a firm grasp on me.
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 So I had been there eight months in this dream and my wife visited, and I told her you’ve got to find me a lawyer but she had no money for a lawyer.\u00a0 She did find my new release date and it was another year into the future, and then I thought they could arbitrarily change that.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 So I and two other prisoners broke out, and the rest of the dream was about being pursued and I woke up during the chase.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 It’s been nearly 4 years since I was released, still I have prison nightmares and I expect these will be with me the rest of my life.\u00a0 If I could leave this country to some place out of the … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4012","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","wpautop"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4012","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4012"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4012\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4012"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4012"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4012"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}