{"id":4215,"date":"2016-05-30T00:22:17","date_gmt":"2016-05-30T00:22:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/?p=4215"},"modified":"2016-05-30T00:26:27","modified_gmt":"2016-05-30T00:26:27","slug":"star-trek-the-next-generation-the-inner-light","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/2016\/05\/30\/star-trek-the-next-generation-the-inner-light\/","title":{"rendered":"Star Trek &#8211; The Next Generation &#8211; The Inner Light"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #800000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Just finished watching episode 25 of season 5, entitled, &#8220;The Inner Light&#8221;.\u00a0 Re-watching actually.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #800000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 What excellent writing on this episode.\u00a0 Really makes me think about my past, people from my past that are now gone, and eventually so will I be, and then what?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #800000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I don&#8217;t understand why we live these transient lives on our way to eternity.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #800000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 What I wouldn&#8217;t give for a chance to return to the past when my daughter and youngest son still talked to me.\u00a0 Or to a time when I wasn&#8217;t in constant physical pain.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #800000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Though I suppose the physical pain is more tolerable than the anxiety I used to suffer from.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; color: #800000;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I am 57 and still trying to understand what it is God has for me to do here on this planet.\u00a0 Right now I&#8217;m feeling a sense of great loss and bewilderment.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Just finished watching episode 25 of season 5, entitled, &#8220;The Inner Light&#8221;.\u00a0 Re-watching actually. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 What excellent writing on this episode.\u00a0 Really makes me think about my past, people from my past that are now gone, and eventually so &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/2016\/05\/30\/star-trek-the-next-generation-the-inner-light\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4215","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","wpautop"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4215","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4215"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4215\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}