{"id":477,"date":"2014-03-16T15:06:00","date_gmt":"2014-03-16T23:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/nook\/?p=477"},"modified":"2014-03-16T15:06:00","modified_gmt":"2014-03-16T23:06:00","slug":"nightmares","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/2014\/03\/16\/nightmares\/","title":{"rendered":"Nightmares"},"content":{"rendered":"

Almost two years after being released, I still have nightmares of prison and also nightmares regarding my daughter.<\/p>\n

Last night, I dreamt that she came to talk to me but I have a no contact and so told her I couldn’t but that was enough that I was in prison again.<\/p>\n

Then the dream kind of morphed and I was no longer aware how I got there or how long I would be there.\u00a0 Then I realized I was dreaming and woke-up but I wasn’t really awake, I just dreamt I woke up.<\/p>\n

I was hoping these would fade after I was out for a while but it appears not.<\/p>\n

I’m afraid, Dave<\/em>. Dave<\/em>, my mind<\/em> is going. I can feel<\/em> it. I can feel<\/em> it. My mind<\/em> is going. There is no question about it. I can feel<\/em> it. I can feel<\/em> it. I can feel<\/em> it. I’m a… fraid.<\/span><\/p>\n

http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=X0gyqsPdWFE<\/p>\n

If I don’t go to sleep, I’m okay.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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