{"id":70,"date":"2006-11-01T08:28:00","date_gmt":"2006-11-01T08:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/nook\/?p=70"},"modified":"2006-11-01T08:28:00","modified_gmt":"2006-11-01T08:28:00","slug":"finding-meaning-happiness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eskimo.com\/~nanook\/2006\/11\/01\/finding-meaning-happiness\/","title":{"rendered":"Finding Meaning & Happiness"},"content":{"rendered":"

I am not being successful at finding meaning and happiness in my life again.<\/p>\n

My daughter has been gone for a month and a week now, and I still have multiple crying spells during the day. I’m semi-ok, then something reminds me of her in the past, here, and I lose it.<\/p>\n

My wife would do anything within her power to make me happy, but that does not seem to be within her power. It is frustrating to her but I am not good at faking how I feel.<\/p>\n

Sometimes I think it would be better if I were just gone from this planet. I wouldn’t bother my daughter anymore, and my wife, while she would be hurt, at least she could start healing instead of being constantly bothered by my state.<\/p>\n

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