I found this short article by Brad Steiger entitled, “Alien Memories and Dreams”, very interesting in that the interviews with people seem to point to experiences in 1969, which is the same time frame that I had my encounter.
I do feel a bit left out though in that unlike many of the respondents, I have no memory of every being a UFO crew member, having lived on another planet in this life or a past life, of having seen crystal cities, etc.
However, I have had the feeling most of my life that I don’t belong on this planet. People on this planet deny their nature rather than acknowledge it but try to adapt to the modern day environment. People on this planet are obsessed with money, power, and don’t seem to care about the long term consequences. I feel totally out of sync with this planet, I don’t feel that I belong here.
When I was in high school and in my early twenties, I knew someone who was a war correspondent in world world II. He was a very interesting individual; he made the claim everyone already knew everything on a subconscious level; and he offered pretty strong evidence by tossing questions at one of my less studious friends with no warning which he would at least start to answer correctly before correcting himself and saying, “I don’t know that!”, but he did know that, somehow.
This person had seen many human tragedies, he’s seen what people do to each other in war, and although he himself was extremely talented at writing, and I think could have made a difference that way, he chose not to saying that, “Mankind wasn’t worth saving.”, though I think in his own way he was trying to save mankind by motivating youth to do so.
One of the things he mentioned was that crystals would become tremendously important in the future; he did not specify what type of crystal however. Now this article mentions that many of the people interviewed saw crystal cities.
I get the sense that something big is coming but I don’t know exactly what. May ET will come take me to another planet. I feel like I’m just bashing my head against the wall on this one.