Just finished watching episode 25 of season 5, entitled, “The Inner Light”. Re-watching actually.
What excellent writing on this episode. Really makes me think about my past, people from my past that are now gone, and eventually so will I be, and then what?
I don’t understand why we live these transient lives on our way to eternity.
What I wouldn’t give for a chance to return to the past when my daughter and youngest son still talked to me. Or to a time when I wasn’t in constant physical pain.
Though I suppose the physical pain is more tolerable than the anxiety I used to suffer from.
I am 57 and still trying to understand what it is God has for me to do here on this planet. Right now I’m feeling a sense of great loss and bewilderment.