Just awoke from another prison dream / nightmare. It’s been 4-years and 4-months now and these still keep coming.
In this dream, they had come and re-captured me and put me back into prison after I had been released.
I had been there again for many months with no court action or explanation of why they put me there. I talked to a woman who came in from a church, she was clergy of some sort. She helped arrange to get me released.
The warden came and talked to me as they prepared to release me. He said they had a record of my having been released, no record of my having been brought back nor reason I should have been.
I was tempted to go ballistic but I thought what I want to do is first get out, then leave the state so there is no chance fo being recaptured again without an extradition procedure and then at least some explanation of why, and then find a lawyer and sue their asses off.
At this point our dog woke me up barking at something outside, I know not what but pretty much anything moving in a six mile radius qualifies as worthy to bark at.
My hand is only slightly better today, but pain level is way better. That said, the worst it has gotten under Lyrica is about a 3 on a scale of 1-to-10, where as before I was regularly hitting 8’s and 9’s and occasionally 10’s.
However, mentally I am feeling down in the dumps today and a fair amount of anxiety with absolutely no good reason for this. I think Lyrica affects me mentally in a less than desirable way, but the reduction in pain is worth it.
This is my right hand during a pain flare-up. Usually only my left hand gets inflamed but this time it’s both.