Crown Victoria

    Here is a Crown Vic I’d like to have, although I’d prefer a ’55 to this ’56 because ’56 was the first year of printed circuit board instrument clusters and they were problematic and also because ’55 used a large distributor that was trouble free but ’56 they made it too small and it was prone to flash-over.  In ’57 they went back to a larger less problematic design making the distributor caps for ’56 unique to that year and thus somewhat more difficult to find and at the same time a frequent need to find them because of failure.


Heater Core Leak

     The heater core on my 2000 Crown Victoria has sprung a small leak.  I’ve ordered a new one but not looking forward to the process of replacement as it involves tearing the dash apart, dropping the steering column and disconnecting a bunch of crap to get to it.  Hoping I can bribe or otherwise cajole my oldest son, Carl, into helping me as I don’t understand half the terminology in the instructions.  Most of my experience with automotive repair comes from the days before cars had computers and a gazillion sensors and unnecessary plastic pieces everywhere.

Climate Change

     Climate change…

     We hear two warring parties…

     Party 1: Humans are evil, we are killing the planet, technology is bad, population is bad, we should all die and barring that we should all become Amish.

     Party 2: Global warming?  What global warming?  Co2 is good for you, it’s good for the economy, energy drives the economy.  Coal and oil is the economy.

     I don’t buy either camps story.  Global warming is real, it isn’t caused by humans but it is exacerbated by humans.

     The planet recovered from a seven mile asteroid strike 65 million years ago, it will recover from us.  The planet isn’t the same as it was prior to the asteroid strike 65 million years ago, it won’t be the same as it was after us.

     The planet started out life with a primarily carbon dioxide atmosphere.  99.5% of that carbon dioxide has been sequestered and is now buried as limestone and hydrocarbons.

     Plants need carbon dioxide.  Carbon dioxide and water form the raw ingredients for synthesizing all the carbohydrates we love to eat.  Plants also need nitrogen, phosphorus, potassium, and in very small amounts, sulphur, boron, copper, manganese, molybdenum, iron, zinc, and chloride.

     Up to three or four times the current atmospheric level, most plants grow much faster with increased carbon dioxide levels.  That’s good news and it’s bad news.  It’s good news because as the rate of carbon dioxide entering the atmosphere increases, so will the rate of carbon dioxide sequestration by plants.

     The bad news?  Faster growing plants absorb fewer minerals from the soil, many of which the plants don’t need and just absorb as a by-product of osmosis which carries minerals they do need and water up their roots.  That’s not real bad news from the plants, but it is for animals which depend upon these nutrients the plants absorb.

     So do I think putting more carbon dioxide into the air is a good thing?  In the short term no.  In 500 million years or so it might be a good thing because as the planet warms and it’s natural response is to decrease carbon dioxide, at least it has been over the last 3-1/2 billion years, it will reach a point in about half a billion years where the carbon dioxide level is too low for plants to survive.  If we’re still around in half a billion years and we help by adding carbon dioxide, then it’s going to become very hot.

     All that said, the Bible makes it clear that Earth was made for us humans.  And… it tells us to be fruitful and multiply.  It seems like we got the latter part of that command but not the former so much.

     So I don’t buy the whole humans are evil and killing the planet bit.  I do believe that being more fruitful involves among other things, getting along with each other and using technologies in ways that are in harmony with the planet and not opposed to it.

     With respect to the run-away greenhouse theory, I would ask this simple question, if this were possible, since the Earth started with an atmosphere almost entirely of carbon dioxide, why didn’t it stay this way?

     Because the theory is bunk.  The reason Venus has such a huge amount of carbon dioxide isn’t because of a run-away, it’s because Venus being closer to the Sun lost most of it’s hydrogen to interstellar space and probably had less of it to begin with as volatiles tend to be in short supply nearer the sun, and thus ability to make water in large quantities.

     Water, which is necessary to both life and plate tectonics (it acts as a lubricant), being largely absent on Venus, resulted in no life to sequester carbon dioxide in the oceans that didn’t exist, and no plate tectonics to sub-duct calcium carbonate from the non-existent oceans under the non-existent plates to be transformed in to hydrocarbons.

     As the sun continues to heat up, in a billion years or so we will lose most of our hydrogen into space, and the Earth will become like Venus.

     What is going to happen if we put too much carbon dioxide into the air is that it’s going to become uncomfortable for us and more cold climate species will die.  Maybe we will make it hot enough for our own survival to become difficult to impossible.  But once we are gone, the Earth will eventually re-establish equilibrium and new species will evolve to fill the niches created by the current extinctions.

     So I do believe that continued transformation from an economy based upon burning hydrocarbons is in our best interest as well as the interests of many species with which we share the planet.

     That said, I see a lot of good things happening in this regard.  Denmark recently generated more than it’s entire national consumption in wind energy and actually sold surplus to Germany and some other neighboring countries.  This proves that what utilities keep saying, that the grid can’t withstand more than 20% or so renewables, is just bunk.  This level has been exceeded in Germany and the Netherlands as well.  They key in those countries has been geographical diversity, and we have much more geography to diversify over than any of them.

     Some downer news, Lockheed Martin has pushed out the date for their fusion prototype to be ready from 2017 to 2025, guess they must have got the funding they were looking for.  Sad to see this as I was not only looking forward to a new energy source but also for a big part of the military-industrial complex to have something productive and good to do rather than their usual destructive and evil doings.

United States Prisons

     What this guy is saying about people with mental illnesses being incarcerated is completely true.  At least a third of the population at Airway Heights had some major form of mental illness, manic-depressives and schizophrenia were common.  At the Monroe Complex they have a whole prison dedicated to people who are mentally ill.

     What the state claims about the prison systems, that there is good healthcare, food, etc, is total bullshit.  The healthcare is almost non-existent.  I watched a guy collapse daily because his pacemakers battery was dead and the state wouldn’t do anything about it.  I saw people with severe mental illness repeatedly attempt suicide.


Spent My Dream Time in Prison

     Went to sleep with an upset stomach.  It wasn’t liking the spices I had in Tacos, of which I ate three, for dinner.  Had nightmares all night of being back in prison mostly, some other nightmares as well.  When my wife came home from work I woke up out of a prison nightmare and went right back into one.

     They are distorted in terms of the realities.  In prison you have two release dates, an estimated release date which is the day you’ll be released if you stay out of trouble and don’t lose any good time, and a hard release date which is when your sentence ends and they have to release you unless you’ve done something severe enough to bring up new charges such as assaulting an officer.

     In real life, I didn’t lose any good time, but in the dream, I had as they say “maxed out”, meaning I had gotten to that hard release date and still they didn’t release me and nobody would tell me why or when I would be released.  I was trying to contact the CUS, that’s the supervisor over a living unit, to find out what was going on, unsuccessfully.  This has been a repeating theme in these dreams.

     It’s been three years and three months now and I’m still having these dreams, perhaps they’ll be with me the rest of my life. The other dreams dealt with economic woes and housing.

     I’m going through a bit of a depression right now, combination of economics not being good, having two kids that won’t communicate with me, one that I can’t communicate with by court order, the death of my mother is still on my mind, the health of my father, the death of several long-term customers recently.  I don’t understand why life has to be so difficult at times.

     There are times when God really makes his presence felt and others where he seems to just stand back and let me do my own thing, even when I ask him for guidance and that usually ends in some sort of disaster.  Right now I’m going through one of the latter periods.

Faith and Motion

     We wander through life and give things a little shove and set them in motion.  We can’t know with any certainty where it will lead.  But if we lose faith, we stop even starting things moving.  When we can’t see the outcomes, at least for many years, it can be difficult to keep the faith.

God Can Use People of Any Faith

     About ten years before I went to prison, I used to be a person that was often up very late and as a result, slept in very late.

     At 9am every Saturday, Jehovahs’ Witnesses used to come to my door and I’d be forced to get up, slap something on and deal with them.

     One morning, really not in the mood for this I told them I was Buddhist to get them to go away.  And they did, for about ten years.  They came to my house the evening before I was to go turn myself in to King County and go to jail.

     What they witnessed to me was so entirely spot-on to my situation, including Romans 8:28, “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.”, that I absolutely knew God had sent them and was using them for this verse had been given to me from every direction since the detectives first came to interview me.  It let me know all of what I was about to endure was part of God’s plan and answer to my prayer.

     I knew all of this was in answer to a prayer when I asked God, “Make my heart right”.  I’ll grant you that is still a work in progress and I believe will be until the day I leave this rock for good, but I can also say it’s a lot more right than it was before I said this prayer and this whole process started.

     In prison, I took a course on Mindfulness Meditation that was offered by a group of Buddhist volunteers that came into the prison.  These people weren’t Christians, yet, they were compassionate, non-judgemental, and above all loving individuals and that was at the center of everything they did.  And it’s ironic that they were able to help me in my life after I used them as an excuse to get rid of the Jehovas’ Witneses so many years earlier.

Our Daily Bread

     Our Daily Bread is a devotional that I follow.  Some days it seems totally irrelevant to my life, other days spot on.  Today is one of the latter.  Today’s verse has to do with how God used Gideon for his purposes and how he provided Gideon with the necessary resources.  It caused me to reflect upon the people who God brought into my life while in prison and how he used them and now how he is using me in other peoples lives.  This comes at a time when I was feeling a bit down and really having some difficulty seeing any purpose to my existence.  This comes to me today as I am having a conversation with a former customer, someone who had a website here more than a decade ago, and who is going through some difficult mental issues primarily with anxiety.  Now I know that all the years I suffered with anxiety do have some purpose because otherwise I could not identify with what this person is going through.


Judges 6:11-16   King James Version (KJV)

11 And there came an angel of the Lord, and sat under an oak which was in Ophrah, that pertained unto Joash the Abiezrite: and his son Gideon threshed wheat by the winepress, to hide it from the Midianites.

12 And the angel of the Lord appeared unto him, and said unto him, The Lord is with thee, thou mighty man of valour.

13 And Gideon said unto him, Oh my Lord, if the Lord be with us, why then is all this befallen us? and where be all his miracles which our fathers told us of, saying, Did not the Lord bring us up from Egypt? but now the Lord hath forsaken us, and delivered us into the hands of the Midianites.

14 And the Lord looked upon him, and said, Go in this thy might, and thou shalt save Israel from the hand of the Midianites: have not I sent thee?

15 And he said unto him, Oh my Lord, wherewith shall I save Israel? behold, my family is poor in Manasseh, and I am the least in my father’s house.

16 And the Lord said unto him, Surely I will be with thee, and thou shalt smite the Midianites as one man.